Ini Ga Bener!!!

Ketika hati ini...tetapkan pilihan...adakah kuasa diri...tuk coba abaikan...
Sebenarnya apa yang terjadi? Saya tau dengan jelas. Hey...where's your faith????
Oke, bukan salah saya sepenuhnya, orang-orang disekitar saya juga mempunyai pengaruh, saya tidak boleh membiarkan ini berlangsung, siapa lagi kalau bukan saya yang menghentikan ini.
Ini ga bener!!!

Alam semesta terlalu luas terlihat, tapi luasnya seluas hati ini sehingga butuh sosok hebat hingga dapat menyentuh dasarnya. Selama ini mereka hanya bisa menyentuh permukaannya saja dan karna itu dapat merusak ketenangan dalam dasarnya.
Bisa ga sih, hati dicopot dulu? hanya untuk tahun ini...buat saya mati rasa...hanya untuk tahun ini...


>sambil nonton Munchen vs Lyon [Leg 1 semifinal LC 2009/2010]

I do not believe in love [temporary]

Love..

What does its mean? Just a word that can make people blind, hurt, cry, crazy -sometimes-,,

Am [realy] sick of that!!

No one can be trusted, only ME who can I trust.

Okey...just let that f*cking thing callled LOVE come to me, you, and all of us.

What do we call? and How do we say?

Bingung. Maaf mengawali tulisan ini dengan kata tersebut. Filosofinya begini, pantaskah mengatakan sesuatu diluar kapasitas kita? pantaskah melakukan sesuatu diluar kewajiban kita? Kita ga da hak dan ga pantes untuk menyampaikan itu semua, bukan filosofi mungkin, tapi rumusan masalah -brasa skripsi-. Ini jadi kerasa konyol banget, ketika kita merasakan apa yang seharusnya dirasakan bersama tapi saya cuma bisa menikmatinya sendiri, walaupun efeknya bikin saya hidup dalam dunia saya sendiri. Kalau kata salah satu sahabat saya, jaga hati, biar ga ngalamin dua kali. Am doing it... it's so melow.
Ini sepele banget, dibanding skripsi saya dan cita-cita saya.*crossfinger*

Entah berapa lama harus meniti waktu, menahan saya agar tetap mengingat kata mutiara seorang sahabat.

Favorite Script of He's Just Not That In To You

Gigi: [opens the door, thinking it's Bill] Did you forget something? 

Alex: Yeah... 

Gigi: Really? What did you forget?

Alex: [pulls out a promotional pen from his pocket] This. 

Gigi: So you came all the way here at 11 o' clock in the night to give me a promotional pen? 

Alex: Yeah... Yeah, I did. I thought I would come up with some really great excuse to get over here. That's how it's done, right? 

Gigi: [smiles] Sometimes. 

Alex: Look, I can't stop thinking about you. I... It's a problem. I drive by your place; I call and hang up; I've turned into... 

Gigi: Me. 

Alex: Yeah. 

Gigi: A wise person once told me that if a guy wants to be with a girl, he will make it happen, no matter what. 

Alex: That's true. 

Gigi: But when I was hurling my body onto yours, you did not seem to want to make it happen. 

Alex: Okay, yeah, here's the thing about that... You were right. I'd gotten so used to keeping myself at a safe distance from all these women and having the power that, that I didn't know what it felt like when I actually fell for one of them... I didn't know. 

Gigi: Look, I just went out with your friend Bill. He might be just exactly what I need. No drama, he calls; he does what he says... 

Alex: [stepping closer] I can do that stuff too... 

Gigi: But you didn't! And that same wise person told me that I'm the rule. That I have to stop thinking that every guy will change, that I have to stop thinking that... 

Gigi: [Alex kisses her]
[smiles] 

Gigi: ... I'm the exception... 

Alex: [whispers] You are *my* exception.
[they kiss again] 

Backsound of this scene : Keane - Somewhere Only We Know

Gurindam III

Apabila terpelihara mata,
sedikitlah cita-cita.
Apabila terpelihara kuping,
khabar yang jahat tiadalah damping.
Apabila terpelihara lidah,
nescaya dapat daripadanya faedah.
Bersungguh-sungguh engkau memeliharakan tangan,
daripada segala berat dan ringan.
Apabila perut terlalu penuh,
keluarlah fi'il yang tiada senonoh.
Anggota tengah hendaklah ingat,
di situlah banyak orang yang hilang semangat
Hendaklah peliharakan kaki,
daripada berjalan yang membawa rugi.