Begin From Here, Deepest One

I wish I never be in wrong for twice.

I alwasy realize that someday...when I'll be left, ignored, and forgotten..comes to me then make my life a mess.

Oh..God..please..please..dont let me go through it again.

I'm so sick of dat!! Like running a hundred miles and then be dying. Hard to breath, laugh, even smile.

I tried it so hard,,very very hard..to reject my self..my mind..my..

but I'm just a human not an angel,,